FAME AND BETWEEN ME A MONSTER

This is a small story about my life. It has finished few months ago. I suffered many problems in one and half years. I have been getting many experiences in this year.
I came here 19th of September in 2012. I had many plans to make my future. But some reasons I destroyed my life. Actually It has started in 2013 end of the year. I faced many problems, which were killed my dream.

The name of the story is ‘ Fame And Between Me A Monster’. Here ‘Fame’ means that I have a goal about my future. Such as I want to be a photographer. I have a dream about my photography. I want to make good photographs, which could people learn about photography work. I also want to be a film maker. These are my dreams.
Here ‘Between me a monster’ means an evil soul lives in my heart. It makes me crazy and doing some bad works. Every day I am struggling with my bad soul.

I want to stop doing these bad things. I suffered with drugs, sexuality, girls, love, disappointment, family pressure, porn aaddiction and defencelessness. All of these problems I had in my life. I wanted to commit suicide for succumbing to these bad things.

But Allah(God) helped me to escape from these bad influences in this way.

I want to share my story through photography, because I can explain my story in this way. I have taken many photographs to represent my life story. These photographs have been taken part by part. It starts with frustration and finishes with my victory over my bad work. This has included my religious things and beliefs.

I want to suggest to my audience that those vices do not work. Try and avoid this negative practice.

Parents are most important persons for their children. They have lot of love for their children. They always try to give the best thing for their children.

I found as like as a story in a coffee shop in 2013 in BELFAST, NORTHERN IRELAND, UK. It was happened suddenly with me at morning time. I was sitting a corner table with my coffee. The others people were busy with their work. At the same time, I saw a man with his daughter coming inside the coffee shop and waiting at the counter for their coffee. When they got there coffee and taking sit on a sofa in front of me. I had been seeing them very long time. I saw their relationship between father and daughter. They were trying to make a friendship and love. His daughter was also telling some story to her father. At last she was huge her daughter.  It was very very unforgettable day for me. His daughter was so cute.